Yours Truly

Yours Truly
Janet Fauble at home

Wednesday, August 28, 2019

Blogging again

Since I have few followers, and unless I share these posts, I don't expect anyone much to bother with them.  I know that my thoughts sound strange to others simply because they are so unusual and seemingly unlikely.

I want to discuss the God concept.  My vision of the God concept is easy to understand, but I don't have the capability of drawing pictures to illustrate it.  The reason I am speaking of this is because I believe that a higher power exists that is able to communicate with me. I intend to explain it in this "letting loose" of my thoughts and ideas on paper.

One, I can and do communicate with animals, eagles, specifically now. I also send out thoughts about weather phenomena which I had discussed for years ever since I discovered the book Light of Egypt and its discussion of an adept.

I am going to use specific examples of which I know are true.  One is a hurricane ongoing in the Caribbean, and the other is an eagle's nest in California.

Watching Rick the weather man on Fox yesterday, I said to him after he discussed the progress of Dorian and its proximity to Puerto Rico that maybe we could do something about it. I sent out a thought that it should go North of Puerto Rico since I know that Puerto Rico cannot afford another hit.  Today, Rick was kind enough to give the good news that the hurricane is going north of Puerto Rico which proves to me that the gods that be, and I mean this, have responded to save the people of Puerto Rico of having to go through a second disaster.

The other is an eagle's nest in California which I follow, and with whom I have made contact with the both parents and the surviving eaglet.  I sent out a thought to see if I could harness them through a silent command.  All three are responsive and have proved to be faithful to the voice within that I receive which I call the Universal Intelligence which uses my language to communicate to me what the eagles will do.  So far, every communication that I have received from this intelligence has been correct.

I believe that the connection between me and the eagles is that higher intelligence. You might think it odd that birds would be used by higher intelligence.  As in the biblical saying about the lilies in the field, nothing is too small or too big to not be a part of the universal intelligence's concern.

At any rate, I am saying that the simplest things of life are all a part of God's plan, be that what it may.


Facebook has a virtue!

Thanks to Facebook I can once again post on my blogger.  The problem with all computers is that if you don't do things exactly as it is set up, you can lose everything just due to a space, period, or dash.

But I have been writing about my time spent in the past while under a trance using self hypnotic tapes and depending upon the guide that appeared to advise me while going under.

The reason I am thinking onto this again is that I woke up from a dream which made me think of the person who I think may have been Parmenio in the time of Alexander the Great.  Until I realized that this family with whom I had such a close relationship when living in Michigan, I had been very involved in the study of Alexander to understand how it is that a person today can learn so much about Alexander from so many centuries past.  Alexander lived in 4 BC but whenever I went back in time to be in his spiritual body, which is a blueprint for his flesh, so that I learned all about the physical things that he used and wore during his time on earth. I met up with the people in his life, the animals, horses, and the garments and armor wore.  All this became a part of my environment when I was in that time period.  I did try to illustrate it in my own simple way to jog my memory if I ever forgot it.

But when I realized that Annabelle and MaryAnne could have been Parmenio and Philotas I did not realize how important it is to understand the real seriousness of sharing and keeping things to one self.

Because I think  that my mother had been Philip which she did not like at all, saying it sounded more like her dad, I could see why it is that Annabelle could have been Parmenio.  Once I realized that, I decided that it is best to let Alexander and his time period recede into the past.  For the sake of setting the record straight, I think my dad had been Kleitus the Black, and I am very certain of that...think it is strange that two men could become a male and female in this time period to be married...well, that is the way I see it. I see my brother as hephaestion for a lot of reasons. I won't dwell on it too much.

I am being more forthright this time than usual. I do  think that Jimmy Agler, a classmate of mine, had been Roxanne, but just a crush I had in third grade. I met him at our class reunion to be convinced that it is likely that he could have been Roxanne.

The thing that one learns about times past and people of the past is that it is likely that we encounter one another again for any variety of reasons.  There is no doubt that Parmenio, Philip, and Alexander were very close. I would not let Annabelle or Maryanne know a thing about it since we have had our friendship last this time period with only moving away separating us. No such thing as having to torture or kill either one, but in fact, I would not want them to know that. It was bad enough that I had to tell my dad about the relationship between Kleitus and Alexander.  Believe me, my dad pulled the same crap on me in this life saying almost identically the same crap that brought him down when Alexander killed him then.  I did repeat the motions, but I did not really kill him at all, but the stimulus brought about the same response.  I knew then and there that I was right about Kleitus and my dad, who I incidentally think is another person close to me in another lifetime. It is interesting to learn about the relationships of the past to understand the relationship in the present.  My dad and I have always had a love/hate relationship.

Well, I am actually talking about this more openly that I had when I first learned of it.  But the realization that my two friends from Michigan had ties to me in Macedonia in 4 BC changed my entire attitude about the topic.  I had accepted that the God within us all is more prevalent in some people than others, not just due to belief, but also due to revelations.

But when writing one can only discuss one topic at a time with fingers and a keyboard.  The mind may have a load of ideas but they can only be processed one at a time.

Why it is so important to me to make this clear. Part of it is my way of dealing with it to understand why a military giant leader in one time period, and a poor church mouse who has a totally different lifestyle in the current life.

I do not underestimate myself in this life at all. I have pretty much laid myself wide open as I once said that all one has to do is turn on the tv to see much of my life being plastered there on sitcoms and in movies and books without my direct permission, and disguised so that it is only a caricature of myself in a way that except for those that actually use my name, I can do nothing about it but to see the resemblance. However, I know my own words, and recognize them or the neighbors or other people around me who suffer the same fate when within my hearing.  Hollywood has used me and my students, faculty members, neighbors, and relatives in the same way that they have used me.  Just why is more than I know except that it is has paid off for them.

It is not because they thought I am Alexander the Great in 4 BC. Of that I am certain. I am leaving this to only Alexander for the time being. There are other people I have come to know in the same way but for the time being, I am sticking with 4 BC.  It is such a long time ago.

Yes, I review my life now to see why it is that it is this time in my life that I am still weighing all this that has come to be known to me.  I did come to love Alexander after the months of reliving his life and learning about him both emotionally and spiritually.  It is amazing the way that Alexander's thoughts can dwell within me, and that I can honestly understand his mental capabilities, his speed with which he was so well blessed, and his enthusiasm, exuberance, and enormous vitality even when injured.  It always rejuvenates me just to think of it again.

I am suffering some ailment that has kept me pretty much indoors for the past two weeks. I have been down with head pains that are often seriously painful.  Just now writing about Alexander's buoyancy during his convalescence after a serious injury did activate a feeling of well being within me.

That is the virtue of learning of the past. There are problems which I will discuss in a different post. I am closing this now just to take a breath.  I know that this is a first draft which needs to be revised and rewritten but it is just letting loose of the ideas to get them assembled on a page.